Grandma I'm really struggling right now, I've no life, no motivation and I am just wishing every day my dad will show me the person he used to be before or at least some of it and come out of this post traumatic amnesia stage, I feel like I'm stuck in a rut, I miss you so much Grandma and I just want my life back, I'm so sad right now feels like everything has fallen apart please help me xxxxxx